Over the past few months I have been trying to get back to being myself, after being with my partner for over 2 years I started to feel like an extra limb of his & to have no real significance. So I've been redeeming my personality & identity.
I've started going to the gym to get back to the lovely shape I once was & to be able to fit back into clothes that are now sitting at the back of the wardrobe gathering dust! I also joined Weight Watchers for a short while but found that it wasn't helping a great deal since I was gaining muscle at the gym & so my weight change wasn't showing.
I've also started going out with my friends more & trying my best to see them as often as my finances will allow me. Since trying to lead a healthier, more active, more sociable life I've found myself to be feeling a lot better & happier! Although I still don't see myself being 8 stone, which is what has been recommended for me!
So I've spent a lot of hours at the gym for a couple of months which is pulling me back into shape & I've managed to lose a stone in weight & around 5 inches off my waste and around 2-3 off my legs & arms.
I've also been out a few times with friends making sure I keep up with their lives! I made the extra effort to go out about a week ago since my friend Kurt was up from London where he attends Uni. I don't think words describe how much I miss him when he's gone & seeing him again since Christmas really cheered me up! So we went to Krash ... not my favourite place in the world but better than nothing, and we mainly spend our time 'slut drop'ping random people that looks very miserable or dressed in what you would normally consider 'gothic' clothing (we class this as normal activity) or standing out in the cold complaining about the loud music & abnormal dress sense. 18 going on 80. And in Kurt's case 18 & going back to the 80's!
But it was here that I met a nice boy that bought me a drink for giving him 'pulling tips' ... I'm possibly the worst person to ask !!!
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| Me and Kurt |
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| Me, Christina, Jack and Kurt (outside freezing & bitching as we do) |
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| We're Lovers <3 |
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| We do spend most of the night tormenting Jack |
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| ...Really tormenting him! |
I've also not been very active on YouTube, losing all forms of inspiration to do tutorials as well as deleting a few that were bad quality & not very interesting!
I shall try to update my current Blog Posts & also try to upload some new ones just for a nice change :)
Byee! x
